The beginning of the end: New Year’s Day

What makes you feel nostalgic?

Answer: everything.

Opportunity lost, childhood.

Memories of my own children.

Thinking about…

… when the news was news

… when truth was absolute

… when climate change meant seasonal changes in the weather

… when the Bible had authority

… when it was making love not having sex

… when honesty was the best policy

… all things before the year 1995

… all things before the year 1976

… most things in college

… playing raquetball

… High School Choir

… High School Basketball

… Coming to Jesus… best of all!

2024: pursuing the uncluttered life

My life until now…

Since I can remember my life has been a jumble of activities, pursuits, goals, dreams, aspirations, projects, relationships, responsibilities, disappointments, failures, triumphs, emotional highs and lows of indescribable proportions, and much much more.

Most of these different aspects of my life have to come a pause, or an end. And I’m ok with that.

I’ve spent the best past of my life wanting to excel, wanting to please others, or have them at least like me. I’ve also spent a great deal of time pursuing what God would have me speak or teach in the next bible lesson, sermon, devotion, funeral, wedding, or prayer. And at times my spiritual life looked exactly like this picture as well.

About 4 weeks ago as I embarked on the garage storage project I’ve written about recently (see the blog if you don’t know what I’m talking about), I was also finishing up a 13 Week Bible Study on Getting Back to Basics. The study was a conglomeration of many different studies I’ve done over the years. And in the process I very clearly heard God’s Spirit urging me to do my best because this would be the last series of lessons I would teach.

I didn’t really know how freeing that message could be. But it was. It is time for me to “Be still and KNOW that God is God.”

The message also included a very clear path to understanding that my garage project would be my last major pursuit in woodworking. Having held tools and worked with wood since my early 20’s this too was something of a shock… in a good way.

Anyone who has ever worked with wood knows how it takes strong hands to hold the piece that you are working on properly so that the cuts are straight, and for safety so that you don’t hurt yourself or someone else nearby. My hands have aged well. I can still hold the wood firmly. But when I finished every day’s tasks, I realized how my hands ached. And how it took me longer to recover than when I was 20,30,40, 50… well you get it.

Some relationships over the years have slowly dwindled away. Since I retired in 2016 the staff work at a church has gone away. Some of my friends have died, some have gone incognito. And it is all good. I married my best friend, so I’m good.

What I look forward to these days is the uncluttered life. I don’t know what the future holds for me, but I know exactly which two people will be on this journey with me. My loving wife, and my blessed Savior-Jesus. So, I’m good. And getting more uncluttered day by day…

Cars… cars… cars… Truck?

What is your all time favorite automobile?

I’ve driven everything from a 1950 Chevrolet Deluxe I bought from my grandmother for $50.00 in 1969, to my current ride which is a 2017 Cadillac XTS (red). Here is it parked in my garage…

New storage cabinets!

But my absolute favorite is the 2019 Dodge Ram truck I bought from CarMax which had 12,000 miles on it. I’ve always wanted to own one, and it seemed just the right time to purchase it. I built three sheds, and these cabinets with wood you just can’t haul in a Cadillac. I really like my truck!

more storage please…

How are you creative?

One of the joys of home ownership is all the repairs and replacements that have to be made over time, to keep your domain in optimal condition for enduring the elements as well as daily wear and tear. I really enjoy these tasks that only Mr. Fixit (that’s me) can do. I occasionally have to call in one of the professionals to do plumbing or electrical work to make sure the repairs are all up to code. But for the most part, it’s little ole me who does the majority of the work. Now, that said, my wife is creative in her own right, so she helps me in some way on all of these tasks. She’s got a real flair for decoration, so our home is always beautifully detailed with objects of art, photos, or general memorabilia that keeps our guests interested.

The most recent task became actually more a major project when my wife and I decided we needed a better solution for all our Christmas decorations. So, we agreed to take the space in our garage used for all my large tools, and create a space to store the decorations in a way that would be easier to access as we grew older. We’re just young chickens right now in our early 70’s, but decided to plan ahead anyway. Here are some before and after shots of our “creative” solution to Christmas storage. We also made room for our golf clubs, small hand tools, a plethora of nails and screws, as well as chairs for watching the grandkids play sports. What fun we’ve had being creative!

Back of cabinets
Now we can park inside again.

Breath of Heaven

Christmas season is always a joy-filled time for me. Everything about it… beginning with the story itself of God’s great love for all mankind. The characters, Mary & Joseph, Elizabeth and Zachariah, the shepherds, the angels, the Magi, all centered around this baby boy born to lie in a feed trough outside of Bethlehem… the Lord of Heaven, King of kings and Lord of lords.

Amy Grant was inspired to write the lyrics and perform this song in 1992, and from that moment it became one of my all-time favorites among the plethora of great lyrical pieces all capturing the spirit of Christmas. According to Amy Grant these words explore “the journey of Mary, mother of Jesus, as she contemplates her role and the immense responsibility of giving birth to the Son of God.”

This past week my wife shared something from a friend of hers on Facebook. The post was written on November 23rd this year by Izabella Fabrizio, of whom I know absolutely nothing except the words of this post. Yet, these words ring true from all my personal study regarding the names of God revealed in Scripture.

If possible, I’d like for you to read these words through the lens of that baby boy leaving Mary’s womb, taking His first breath, snuggling close to His mother’s heart, and the mystery of His personal destiny on the cross.

Here is what Izabella Frabrizio wrote:

“There was a moment when Moses had the nerve to ask God what His name is. God was gracious enough to answer, and the name He gave is recorded in the original Hebrew as YHWH. Over time we’ve arbitrarily added an ‘a’ and an ‘e’ in there to get YaHWeH, presumably because we have a preference for vowels.

But scholars and Rabi’s have noted that the letters YHWH represent breathing sounds, or aspirated consonants. When pronounced without intervening vowels, it actually sounds like breathing.

YH (inhale: WH (exhale).

So baby’s first cry, His first breath, speaks the name of God.

A deep sigh calls His name – or a groan or gasp that is too heavy for mere words.

Even an atheist would speak His name, unaware that their very breath is giving constant acknowledgment to God.

Likewise, a person leaves this earth with their last breath, when God’s name is no longer filling their lungs.

So when I can’t utter anything else, is my cry calling our His name?

Being alive means I speak His name constantly.
So, is it heard the loudest when I’m the quietest?

In sadness, we breath heavy sighs.
In joy, our lungs fell almost like they will burst.
In fear we hold our breath and have to be told to breathe slowly to help us calm down.
When we’re about to do something hard, we take a deep breath to find our courage.

When I think about it, breathing is giving him praise. Even in the hardest moments!

This is so beautiful and fills me with emotion every time I grasp the thought. God chose to give Himself a name that we can’t help but speak every moment we’re alive.

All of us, always, everywhere.
Waking, sleeping, breathing, with the name of God on our lips.”

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What amazing words and thoughts.

It was a very short 30+ years from the first breath of Jesus breathing in and out the name of God, until he hung from a Roman cross, having come to die for all Mankind.

And with His dying breath he uttered these words, “It is finished”

The Breath of Heaven’s work was complete.